i need to start over. start fresh. i hate feeling of food in my stomach. feeling hungry, on the edge of starving yes it dose hurt i’m not going to lie, but i feel good about myself when i haven’t barely eaten anything for the day. i feel like if I just put my mind to eat i can no eat for a couple of days.
not like today. I hate when i eat food “here and there” like bites of that left over cake or handfuls of frosted flakes or even almonds. i don’t know how many calories i’m consuming. that is why it is important to think before eat the first of the day. if i eat something bread or a danish that sets my whole day bad. I know it shouldn’t but that’s what i think. so the rest of the day i will be eating like shit because instead of drinking green juice or an apple and eggs for breakfast, i had a danish and i feel all that fat and calories no matter how delish it was sitting in my stomach. unclean.
— Simon Amstell, Numb (via tiit)
another runner chick i follow on twitter (via distancequeen)
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— "Things I tell myself when I feel as though the world is too big for me" (via atmosthetic)